Fun fact: Emu pretty much doesn't do anything right. Just ask her supervisor. Well, like... okay, she admitted that she hadn't really explained a lot of things to me. And there are some stupid PETTY little rules that need to be followed when setting up my department. But, yeah, I ended up redoing about 17,000 different things today multiple times each. I almost cried.
And I overheard today that my supervisor apparently has Cerebral Palsy. I... did... not know this. Clearly, it's a mild case. Although after I heard it I was kind of like "Oh... oh okay, that makes sense" but yeah, clearly it's relatively mild.
Capital City Guy finally messaged me back. I wasn't overly impressed with anything he said. I think my message back to him was kinda full of attitude. Not intentional, that's how it came out, though. Whatever. I'm so friggin' frustrated. I can't exist in a pseudo-relationship like this without some kind of steady communication between us. I mean, a couple messages on Facebook inbetween when we see eachother every 2 weeks... it kills me. I wish to god he'd make more of an effort in that department. I mean, I'm not needy but I hate how we always go at least a goddamn week without any communication whatsoever after I leave Capital City. I don't think it's right and I don't think it's fair. Four Night Stand Guy messages me more often than Capital City Guy does... by a long shot.
Do you ever get in that mood where you're just sitting there and all of a sudden you think "Damn. You know... I really need to download every REM song in existance."? I pretty much did that this evening. A song I forgot how truly great it was: Try Not To Breathe. I was all about Automatic For The People when I was 7. I was a strange kid perhaps, but at least I had good taste in music for a little tyke. I still have Automatic For The People somewhere on tape but... I'll be damned if I still own a tape player.
Thing 1 called me this evening. What an idiot she is. But I think I had already previously established this.
So, um... if I turn the TV on to CNN at 10:00 will Anderson Cooper 360 be on? I swear to Buddha, the last 20 times I've randomly decided to watch it, there's been other shit on. It's been quite quite saddening. If it's not on yet again, I might just cry myself to sleep.
Except what I'll probably do instead is find something else to watch. Because I have so much other more important stuff that I could be crying about but don't, so I'm not gonna cry over Anderson Cooper. That would just be silly.