Dunno if I'm feelin' this one... the job sounds interesting and the pay is somewhat incredible, though. First time I've ever interviewed for an actual salary job. So I'm having a hard time figuring out exactly how much better paying this job is than my last job. I'm thinking, though, that it's about $10,000 a year more. Criiiiiikey. We'll see, though. We'll see. Like I said, though... sketchy part of town. Not exactly easy for me to get to. And, uh... yeah, the interview went okay but not great. I felt a little bit like we were wasting eachothers' time. But whatevs.
So Thing 1 is all wanting to hang out today and... you know... I'm sick of her. Thoroughly sick of her and her shit and what a horrible human being she is, using other people to make herself feel better or just for her general amusement. I don't necessarily mean me, and I don't think she makes me feel shitty on purpose, but she does it purposely to other people and... I just don't approve. I told her I'd call her later today after I get some stuff done but... oh, the jury is still out on whether or not I will. I kind of feel like being a douchebag today, to make up for the fact that so many people have acted like that towards me lately.
But then if I don't hang out with her I'm not really sure what I will do, so... oh, we'll see.
Talked to my mother yesterday, for the first time in several days. Apparently my e-mail really scared her and she doesn't understand why I hesitated to tell her I quit my job. And, um... I dunno. Why do I do anything that I do? And my intention was not to scare her... if I wanted to scare her, I would have gone into a lot more detail about certain things. So there.
Meh. I dunno. Yesterday was an okay day. First day in a week that I didn't feel like killing myself. Progress! Success. And... yeah. Went downtown, like I said, to scope out this place... then I went to the Semi-Good Mall to pick up a few things. Then I came home and chilled out for the rest of the day. Good times, good times.
Now I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I'm tired. I don't really feel like doing anything with Thing 1 right now. So I dunno. I guess I'll just sit here for a while longer.