I feel kind of dirty.
So I got a whopping 3 hours sleep and was fresh as a goddamn daisy for today... where I spent most of my shift pretty much passed out standing up. I actually had a couple customers remark "Rough night?" Ha. Aw man.
I sent Thing 1 a text message after work, because I had so much spare time at work today that I spent pretty much just thinking about last night, and I realized what an absolute pain in the ass I must have been. Just everything. Like when I abandoned her at that bar (well, okay, I didn't really abandon her, I told her I was leaving and where I was going) to go to another bar with that first guy, she ended up calling me 17,000 times pretty much and I never answered. Then, like, when we were leaving that guy's apartment, she was already outside and in the cab and I was still, for whatever goddamn reason, still up there with my third guy of the evening and, again, she kept calling me and calling me and I didn't answer. Also, I'm just obnoxious as fuck when I'm drunk. So, yeah, I texted her and apologised. But she was all like "It's all good, no worries." It couldn't have been all good, though, if someone I was with pulled that kind of shit on me, I would flip out.
Oh, and... I really cannot remember how I got with that second guy. Like... did the first guy ditch me or did I ditch him? And, yeah, I do not remember how I came to be with that second guy... I just remember things getting hot and heavy pretty damn fast. But, yeah, I can't remember if he was with the first guy or just some other random guy I bumped into at the bar. I DON'T KNOW! Oh god. I think I drink too much.
I mean... obviously, I drink too much. There's no "think" about it. I freakin' know.
I got a turkey wrap from the grocery store for supper on my way home from work and it wasn't until I got home that I noticed there was cranberry sauce in it. Ewwwwwwwwww. It was gross. Why, man? Who thought that the turkey/cranberry combination was a good idea? I was so disappointed. IT RUINED MY DAY! Even more than my complete lack of sleep and how there's huge chunks of last night that I don't remember, however I'm pretty sure they're going to come out in the worst possible way in a therapy session years from now...